So...umm....i haven't kept up with my blog the way i should be...quick summary...friday, i don't remember what i did, saturday....it's a blank as well....sunday, went to ruidoso, visited the casino, played the slot machines with one dollar...made 52 bucks...instead of walking away with it...greed got to me so i kept playing...went down to 30 :( and that's when i decided to walk away, then we got stranded cause something was wrong with my dad's alternator, mari became my hero for the day, then mari and i had a lot of fun that night!....monday, had company over...my dad had a cookout...hung out with markolonian....and today....um...didn't do anything, i was a complete lazy ass......and that's it so far.

Day 1

Today is just a day. Discouraged and angry. You ask yourself, "How did I end up here? How did time fly by so fast?". Reflection...all you have done and all you could have done. Pity is not wanted. Understanding is too much to ask for. Being heard is impossible. It's not right for things to go just one way. It should go both ways, equally and respectfully. Arrogant...well the arrogant are always around. They will do when the please, as they please. "Sorry" has no meaning to them. No one will ever measure up to them. But they've failed to abide by the rules they impose on others. Blind and stupid...too much can be their weakness. The higher you climb, the greater the fall. You are not a god, you are not above, you are just an existence that is in the way.