Today

well..........it's been a chill day so far, just been on fb, watched insidious...kinda scary for me :P tomorrow i get to go to ruidoso!! :D we're leaving by 6 in the morning...it's gonna suck waking up so early but it's worth it. I have my few dollars ready so i can play at the casino...hopefully i will be able to make some money and make it rain lol....anyways...as for the rest of tonight, i have no idea what i will be doing. Dont really want to go out because i want to be well rested for tomorrow...so we'll see what happens i guess :)

Lost

It's been a while since I've blogged...yes I've been lazy, yes I did forget. Well I've been up to the same thing, just going out to bars with Mari and Lisa. It's a lot of fun :D (except for the going broke part). I also started watching Lost (the show), since someone gave me the first season. It's pretty interesting so far. Anyways, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about everything. I feel like I've gotten to the point where I need a change in my life. I really wish I could get out of here and leave everything behind, never look back. Living here just weighs me down too much. I hope some day I will break free from everything and everyone.

4th of July

I didn't do much....at all lol....hung out with marky, ate some whataburger then met up with lisa and mari towards the end of the night to watch the fireworks...then after they were over we stayed at the lowe's parking lot and just hung out there for a while...it's the new hangout place lol. It was fun though!

Brother - Sister time

I was suppose to go to Ruidoso today but my dad ended up having to work. Ruben came over today, we hung out, watched some tv. Then he took me out to the movies, watched Super 8....it was ok I guess. I expected more. Then he bought me some subway, it was pretty delicious. It was nice hanging out with him since we barely get to see each other.

Fries and Pies

Seriously?? Mari and I have been over this conversation so many times...no more freakin whataburger!...what's the first thing we do after hanging out at a bar.......eat fries and pies! ugh..we need a new hobby haha. It was still a fun night though. We went to some bar called hoppy monk. They make some of their own beer. We tried some beer called purple haze, recommended by one of mari's friends, and i must say i really liked it. Only downside is that it is a little pricey, so this will probably be the last time we go until next year :P

The not so full experience of bar hopping...

So yesterday i went over to marky's house and just hung out. His AC is finally working properly!!! He insists that i play WoW with him lol....then mari invited me to see this band, girl in a coma....WOW i must say....the lead singer has an amazing voice!! Then we hit up cinnci...well kind of. We ended up at a whataburger were i met some guy...then like 20 minutes later i realized i went to middle school with him :P we were in the same art class. it's crazy how small this world can be at times!

Now that I have a new hard drive, I had to reinstall iTunes...well...the bad news is that as soon as I plug my phone to this laptop, all my music will be erased from my phone! Ugh, it's gonna take me a while to get back all the music I had....so that's what I have been doing today.

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today was kind of a bust....hung out with mari..and the event that was suppose to happen...just didn't at all lol...oh well, maybe next time.

I woke up super early today...at 5...had to be ready at 6 cause i was going to donate plasma....well...i got there on time...and what do you know...they didnt let me donate plasma because one of my veins was too small! ugh...stupid people! tomorrow i'm gonna go to some other place...but that place opens up even earlier...they open up at 6...so now i'm gonna have to wake up at 3:30

Father's Day

Today is father's day...we took my dad and luis out to eat at a steakhouse...i wasnt too excited, but that was the place they picked. We got there and it was extremely packed!!! The wait was supposedly 40 minutes and we ended up waiting 2 hours. Anyways, so i was able to eat a few things from the menu...i had a salad with italian dressing, some baked beans and baked potato...it was ok i guess :/ after that we came home and just watched some tv/movies :)

I've been thinking about getting some dreadlocks....question is...do they do them at hair salons?? I really want them!!! and tattoos...and piercings!

ok....so i think i may have some kind of stalker...or i dunno, but that person creeps me out. She sent me a friend request on fb a few months ago, it was weird though cause she had the same exact name...Brenda Chacon. Well i accepted her request cause i didnt think much of it. She then sent me a message asking if that really was my real name...i dont remember if i replied, but i dont think i did. Then on one of my statuses a while back ago, she posted "Do you know me?"...completely nothing to do with whatever i was talking about. So i replied "no, who are you?"....then like a few weeks later, her reply was "yea".......so....that's when i decided to delete that person. Yesterday i got a friend request, and guess who it was.......yup...that same person. I have not confirmed their request, but i did send that person a message asking who she is....i dunno..she kinda creeps me out a little, she lives in arizona and we have no friends in common...i started thinking maybe she is trying to steal my identity lol.

i'm suppose to go out with mari here in a little while. we're going to some bar...the problem is...it sucks going to a bar and not being able to drink because you are broke :/

Today i went to go get a new social security card, oh and i finally found my passport! then i went to court to finally turn in my defensive driving paperwork...i'm a huge procrastinator, always waiting until the last minute to do everything....after that, i hung out with marky and watched the men who stare at goats, i thought it was pretty interesting :D afterwards, mari invited me out to a bar with her and some of her friends...the night started out quiet, but turned out pretty fun towards the end :)

so uhh...i cant find my passport....i've been looking everywhere, and still no luck :/

I decided to sleep in today. I got up around 10, started doing some laundry, prepared breakfast, made my bed, showered, kicked back for a little while, and before you know it, it was time to start preparing my lunch. This is what i had for lunch:

I must say it was pretty delicious!! oh yea and i put some valentina on the rice. Then i started watching some movie with my mom, i dont know what it was called, but basically it was about some people being stuck in some restaurant after some sort of explosion in the kitchen. The restaurant was up some kinda tower like building....well anyways....everyone knows that when there is a fire, you use the stairs not the elevators!!! ugh i wanted to slap those people!! anyways, that's pretty much it for today.

today was uneventful as well :P I vacuumed my room, made myself a healthy breakfast, watched some tv, hung out with mark, watched When In Rome...it was ok...and that's it. oh, and i'm gonna start reading Pygmy tonight :)

I have not done anything today except watch movies....i've been locked up in my room pretty much all day because my dad had a cookout with people i don't really know so well.....so yea....that was my day :/

Heat-reaction??

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today i woke up super early...6 am...yes ma'am. i finally went for my jog, i only accomplished a mile though lol...it's pretty pathetic, i'm so out of shape. then i went grocery shopping...ugh, food is so expensive! it's ridiculous! and then i just hung out with marky mark, watched nonsense on tv...and that's it. i'm going to bed early cause i have to wake up early again to do some business with mari mar. good night!!

so..so, so, so....yesterday, i watched the second part of chronicles of narnia with marky mark...i must say..interesting...i kinda did wish the white witch would come back in the movie instead of almost coming back...but it didn't happen :( mark says that i am just an evil person deep inside haha...oh yea...i also started to eat healthy :) ....it's been a little tough because i'm used to my junk food....i guess i'm going through withdrawals now....but i'm hoping this time i will last and finally better my eating habits for life!!!

ok...first off, i haven't blogged in a few days because i have no laptop for right now. It's getting a new brain (hard drive). I'm using Luis's laptop but this thing is annoying me because i have to press the space bar extremely hard because luisito has pretty much been destroying this laptop. anyways, i'm getting off for today before i throw this thing against the wall!!!!!!

Today is luisito's birthday, he's turning 2 already....so we're having some cake later tonight, just the family, mom, luis, mark, ruben, and me of course. The one thing i fear right now is giving luisito some cake....this is no good....he is going to be jumping off the walls....it's gonna be a long night lol

Soo........today was just a sad day for me......mark made me watch the very last episode of Smallville.......i didn't want it to be over!!!!!!.....now i have nothing to look forward to....and i told mark that i was going to break up with him, because that was just the worst memory of my life, having to watch the last episode....i shall go cry myself to sleep now. i have nothing more to say :(

So...umm....i haven't kept up with my blog the way i should be...quick summary...friday, i don't remember what i did, saturday....it's a blank as well....sunday, went to ruidoso, visited the casino, played the slot machines with one dollar...made 52 bucks...instead of walking away with it...greed got to me so i kept playing...went down to 30 :( and that's when i decided to walk away, then we got stranded cause something was wrong with my dad's alternator, mari became my hero for the day, then mari and i had a lot of fun that night!....monday, had company over...my dad had a cookout...hung out with markolonian....and today....um...didn't do anything, i was a complete lazy ass......and that's it so far.

Day 1

Today is just a day. Discouraged and angry. You ask yourself, "How did I end up here? How did time fly by so fast?". Reflection...all you have done and all you could have done. Pity is not wanted. Understanding is too much to ask for. Being heard is impossible. It's not right for things to go just one way. It should go both ways, equally and respectfully. Arrogant...well the arrogant are always around. They will do when the please, as they please. "Sorry" has no meaning to them. No one will ever measure up to them. But they've failed to abide by the rules they impose on others. Blind and stupid...too much can be their weakness. The higher you climb, the greater the fall. You are not a god, you are not above, you are just an existence that is in the way.